1am and excel around the corner

this is fully painful! i leave to go to auckland in 9 days and i am so freaking bored! i wish time could go quicker.

its that feeling you get when christmas or your birthday is just the next day where you cant sleep, and are all excited about whats going to happen that day. except this has been for the last few days and i fear its only going to get worse, cause im all excited about moving town and what this year will bring into my life spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically.

i just want that 9 days to go past so i can be in auckland and get into it. i have a couple of minor jobs left to do here before i go (ring studylink, go to work and income, drivers licence test), but that will only take a day. then im stuck, with nothing to do. its frustrating. 

just take me there! argh! im going mental! i cant sleep! im tired! im hungry! im thirsty! im impatient! suffering from insomnia this is not fun!

i feel like all i can do is bang my head against the preverbial wall called time. it doesnt move any quicker and it just gives me a headache. 

hopefully my next blog will be written in my new room in auckland. 

as for now i must try to sleep or get a drink then try to sleep. i think i might do the latter.

anyway outskies,

bye.

getting ready to leave

i have decided that leaving town sucks. its not just the physical move and losing contact with friends. its all the prep before hand. especially when going away to study. there are so man dam forms to fill out, and often theyre in the same deparment. why cant information be shared? i cant see why i have to prove who i am to 20 different people to get just a benefit of $40 per week. it makes no sense to me...

anyway on another note all together, im missing some people right now. you know who you are.

laters

its all over... =[

so parachute is over and im sad. i want it to come back. i want to be dancing to family force 5, worshipping with the ember days, having a dance party in the middle of worship with parachute band, and having a ho down with david crowder band (man i miss that guitar hero controller).

probably had the best spot ever this year, had shade all day long... actually too much shade in the morning cause it was cold! ha never thought cold and parachute could be used together.

got burnt on the last day! boo! the only day i put sunscreen on too, whats with that? haha

had a youth farewell dinner last night as well 12 of us are leaving for further study this year, the biggest exodus of youth from the youth group in the last 10 years or so. none last year and only 1 the year before that. 

man im going to miss a lot of people this year... my bestest has just left town today for wellington, that'll be a 10 hour drive from where ill be going =[ that makes me sad.

anyway i have to go out and have some lunch with people and stuff, leaving town is a lot of work i tell ya and im not even leaving for another month haha...

toodles