getting ready to leave

i have decided that leaving town sucks. its not just the physical move and losing contact with friends. its all the prep before hand. especially when going away to study. there are so man dam forms to fill out, and often theyre in the same deparment. why cant information be shared? i cant see why i have to prove who i am to 20 different people to get just a benefit of $40 per week. it makes no sense to me...

anyway on another note all together, im missing some people right now. you know who you are.

laters

missing people... ...it hurts...

i miss that girl, we've been going out for something like 2 months now and have hung out for, oh say 4 days MAX... its guna be another 2 weeks til i see her again, then well i dunno how long after that til we see each other again.

i love her, shes mine, and im hers (lol i think i stole that from my cousins love diary with his girlfriend, well wife now lol). i love hanging out with her, and i love being able to hold her, talk to her, stroke her hair... she makes me so happy that words cannot describe.

thats why missing her hurts, its like trying to connect to the internet when your network is down. nothing happens, and you sit there frustrated cause you cant fix anything, you cant even go online to find a solution to fix your problem. prehaps you call your service provider, but they are never helpful, always a few hours away. or prehaps you just find something real heavy and throw it cause you have all this spent up energy that you needa get out.

well thats what i feel like, pretty helpless. i cant talk cause her phones broken, i cant run my fingers through her hair when she needs it (or when i need it), i cant even go out on a date with her cause she lives a few hours away.

it'll work, one day i guess we'll be looking back at this and have a good ol laugh while sipping iced tea on a tropical island somewhere (eh eh eh).

that'll be nice.

shifting

typically what comes to mind when someone talks about shifting is the age old grab the brown cardboard boxes, load them up with your old crap and moving them to another locale, and usually that is the case with me too. but for tonight im meaning about shifting mentalities or shifting priorities or whatever, like changing i guess is what i mean.

like next year ive got plans to leave town, and go studying etc, hopefully this all goes to plan. should be great to get out of town, be able to go out with my girl every so often =], being able to participate in a church service and enjoy the fact of not having responsibilities during the service etc.

i have this big dream of what it will all turn out like and i cant wait to see it come to pass. i really hope it happens how i dream, im dreaming of a lot of hard work to make it work, but i feel it'll be worth it.

oh on a side note i get to see my girl next weekend, and then shes coming back here for a few days before she goes back on the road again with her touring roadshow... i cant wait and im so excited =] hopefully will get the typical "couple" shot lol and post it somewhere on my bebo, or myspace, or facebook, or youtube, or blogspot, or photobuckt, or msn? im like internet crazy i guess lol...

anyways im out. night =]

parking

our neighbours are a joke, apparantly we cant park outside our house cause they'll hit the car... they say its in our covenant but i cant even see it in there... so im just going to keep parking there, its their fault if they hit the car lol... its actually rather funny, cause they live across the road and we park on our side. but they have to swing across the whole road to back out? senile old people


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