1am and excel around the corner

this is fully painful! i leave to go to auckland in 9 days and i am so freaking bored! i wish time could go quicker.

its that feeling you get when christmas or your birthday is just the next day where you cant sleep, and are all excited about whats going to happen that day. except this has been for the last few days and i fear its only going to get worse, cause im all excited about moving town and what this year will bring into my life spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically.

i just want that 9 days to go past so i can be in auckland and get into it. i have a couple of minor jobs left to do here before i go (ring studylink, go to work and income, drivers licence test), but that will only take a day. then im stuck, with nothing to do. its frustrating. 

just take me there! argh! im going mental! i cant sleep! im tired! im hungry! im thirsty! im impatient! suffering from insomnia this is not fun!

i feel like all i can do is bang my head against the preverbial wall called time. it doesnt move any quicker and it just gives me a headache. 

hopefully my next blog will be written in my new room in auckland. 

as for now i must try to sleep or get a drink then try to sleep. i think i might do the latter.

anyway outskies,

bye.

shifting

typically what comes to mind when someone talks about shifting is the age old grab the brown cardboard boxes, load them up with your old crap and moving them to another locale, and usually that is the case with me too. but for tonight im meaning about shifting mentalities or shifting priorities or whatever, like changing i guess is what i mean.

like next year ive got plans to leave town, and go studying etc, hopefully this all goes to plan. should be great to get out of town, be able to go out with my girl every so often =], being able to participate in a church service and enjoy the fact of not having responsibilities during the service etc.

i have this big dream of what it will all turn out like and i cant wait to see it come to pass. i really hope it happens how i dream, im dreaming of a lot of hard work to make it work, but i feel it'll be worth it.

oh on a side note i get to see my girl next weekend, and then shes coming back here for a few days before she goes back on the road again with her touring roadshow... i cant wait and im so excited =] hopefully will get the typical "couple" shot lol and post it somewhere on my bebo, or myspace, or facebook, or youtube, or blogspot, or photobuckt, or msn? im like internet crazy i guess lol...

anyways im out. night =]

a while

sorry guys its been a while, but ive been really busy between looking for a new job and all the events that are being organised up at church.

i best be off i still have heaps to do and im tired so i need my sleep

ciao