getting ready to leave

i have decided that leaving town sucks. its not just the physical move and losing contact with friends. its all the prep before hand. especially when going away to study. there are so man dam forms to fill out, and often theyre in the same deparment. why cant information be shared? i cant see why i have to prove who i am to 20 different people to get just a benefit of $40 per week. it makes no sense to me...

anyway on another note all together, im missing some people right now. you know who you are.

laters

shifting

typically what comes to mind when someone talks about shifting is the age old grab the brown cardboard boxes, load them up with your old crap and moving them to another locale, and usually that is the case with me too. but for tonight im meaning about shifting mentalities or shifting priorities or whatever, like changing i guess is what i mean.

like next year ive got plans to leave town, and go studying etc, hopefully this all goes to plan. should be great to get out of town, be able to go out with my girl every so often =], being able to participate in a church service and enjoy the fact of not having responsibilities during the service etc.

i have this big dream of what it will all turn out like and i cant wait to see it come to pass. i really hope it happens how i dream, im dreaming of a lot of hard work to make it work, but i feel it'll be worth it.

oh on a side note i get to see my girl next weekend, and then shes coming back here for a few days before she goes back on the road again with her touring roadshow... i cant wait and im so excited =] hopefully will get the typical "couple" shot lol and post it somewhere on my bebo, or myspace, or facebook, or youtube, or blogspot, or photobuckt, or msn? im like internet crazy i guess lol...

anyways im out. night =]