its that feeling you get when christmas or your birthday is just the next day where you cant sleep, and are all excited about whats going to happen that day. except this has been for the last few days and i fear its only going to get worse, cause im all excited about moving town and what this year will bring into my life spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically.
i just want that 9 days to go past so i can be in auckland and get into it. i have a couple of minor jobs left to do here before i go (ring studylink, go to work and income, drivers licence test), but that will only take a day. then im stuck, with nothing to do. its frustrating.
just take me there! argh! im going mental! i cant sleep! im tired! im hungry! im thirsty! im impatient! suffering from insomnia this is not fun!
i feel like all i can do is bang my head against the preverbial wall called time. it doesnt move any quicker and it just gives me a headache.
hopefully my next blog will be written in my new room in auckland.
as for now i must try to sleep or get a drink then try to sleep. i think i might do the latter.
anyway outskies,
bye.
