bass

so i played bass in church tonight... it was a shank... messed up so bad... feeling stink bout it...

outies

night

4 hours...

so i talked to her last night, it was fun, actually so much fun time flew and before we knew it, it was 3am and we had been talking for 4 hours... uh oh, i hope she doesnt kill me today, she must be real tired, but she likes me so should be all good =] oooohhh so exciting! lol

oh man job update!!! for like the past 3 months or so i havent had a job, ive been applying at places and being continually rejected. i just got a phone call from one place (usually all people would do is give me emails), and no i have a job interview tomorrow inbetween 9 and 2... someone remind me k?

anyway im out, another phone call tonight =D

god bless
thomas

smitten

i'm smitten, it's cool, shes cool, we're cool, life's cool

got an 021 today, yeaya bestmate and txt2000 all the way lol

oh to be smitten, it's enjoyable, talking to her is enjoyable

if you dont have anything nice to say dont say it at all

people who say things without thinking should seriously stop. please stop it. esp if its something , negative, it hurts when you are on the receiving end... so just stop it; for you, for me...

apparantly im good for nothing, but ill throw it into the category above, cool?

anyway im off to do a whole lot of good nothing

ciao

shifted

so we shifted again... back to our old house, long story and not for here lol

im so tired, had a busy busy weekend.

3 girls from our church had their 18th birthday party, i was helping thursday and friday and then was jumping up and down in a bouncy castle all night lol, they are amazing!!! you should get one!!!

had 11 people get baptised last night, man it was a long service but its always great to see people obeying God...

and yeah we shifted, and im so run down now that i have the flu and thats not cool...

anyway time to go, catch ya later

god bless
thomas

this is...

this is our world, this is our life, this is our time, this is our God...

i highly recomend getting the new hillsong cd/dvd, "this is our God"
it has some of the most amazing songs written to date on it. healer, run, with everything, stronger, i could go on about all of them...

i cant think of anything to finish this blog...

Jesus you're all i need, nothing is impossible for You, nothing is impossible...

cold feet

its cold here... i have a wheat bag and socks and a blanket over my feet but they're still cold... i dont think thats normal...

fire and snow

im on fire when youre near me
im on fire when you speak
im on fire burning at these mysteries

i love that song. its one of my favs!!!

its been so cold recently!!! like so cold! it actually snowed here!!! pics, yes... (from my friends julia and andrew's house. thats julia with the snowman)






im cold, cuddle anyone?

you know what i dont get, how people can go from being the friendliest to not wanting to know you just cause you had a crap day. doesnt make the crap day any better...

im so glad my laptop is warm, its just about the only thing warm so im cuddling that right now, sad i know but hey its warm and its better than nothing haha and it doesnt reject me ever!!! hahaha

anyway im off to freeze

bring on summer



oh chrissy, i miss you and our chats, have fun in sydney

sometimes

three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at taking your time
to give back to me

I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me

but it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends

it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me
but your head is elsewhere
and I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me

you careless and whispered
insulting and bruising
and I thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied
but my feet are walking away
(I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever)

I never thought you could say these words
is this really happening
(don't say that we can still be friends)

erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
(what is inside me, what have I done)
and throw them away,
(is this the only way that you will notice me)
as I sit here waiting for you
(dead words for closed ears, all this is sung for you)
I stay up nights
(if you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(why can you look at me can you only see)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(sides, your side, can take away)

walk away from me
this night is done

the ponytail parade - emery

i wish you'd notice me, wish you'd like me too...

nite

over it...

sometimes i just wish...

i just wish...

wish...

wishing...

wanting...

longing...

rough night...

bye for now...

public speaking

not my forte, dont like it, i know its been prophesied that i will one day preach but that still doesnt change my view of speaking in front of people.

i just hate it, theres no two ways about it.

its one thing in my life that God will always test me on, its one thing that i will always need His help with, its one thing that i know that i know i would only be able to do it with Gods help.

"If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen."
1 Peter 4:11 (New International Version)

God bless
Night

ps. im leading the church in communion this sunday